Interests:i love to compete especailly wen it comes to sports: bball, vball, track (not that i love to run--i like racing tho) sometimes i sing in the bathroom which i think almost everyone does, but i do it only bcuz im scared wen i'm alone in the tub...hahah...well anyways..i like to watch movies/ Oh!oxygen/ comedy central,/Sci-Fi/WB but sometimes i prefer sleeping after a tiring day at school...EN i love to make friends Expertise:((I Love 2 GaXe In2 Da StARs)), sometimes i investigate n ask way 2 many questions---hey, im smart like thatso...buzz off haha jk.. also i love to design n wanna become an InTeRiOr DeSigNeR..perhaps a fashion designer...ha! Occupation:Student Industry:Art
My head's in a jam Can't take you off my mind From the time we met I've been beset by thoughts of you And the more that I ignore this feeling The more I find myself believing That I just have to see you again
I can't let you pass me by I just can't let you go But I know that I am much too shy To let you know Afraid that I might say the wrong words And displease you Afraid for love to fade Before it can come true
Like a child again I'm at a loss for words How does one define A crush combined with longing? Longing to possess you oh so dearly I'm obsessed by you completely I'll go mad if I can't have you
I can't let you pass me by I just can't let you go But I know that I am much too shy To let you know Afraid that I might say the wrong words And displease you Afraid for love to fade Before it can come true
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Oooooooooohhhhhhh
I can't let you pass me by I just can't let you go But I know that I am much too shy To let you know Afraid that I might say the wrong words And displease you Afraid for love to fade Before it can come true
I can't let you pass me by I just can't let you go Let me say the things and say the words To let you know I would rather say the awkward words Than lose you Or for love to fade Before it can come true
bored as usual..its exactly 2:58 and im trying to kill time...hmm over the week ends i went to the GEM on Saturday that went well...after we went to the fuction hall and imagine they have stacks of sandwiches for us to eat that went swell then we we hung out with Adriane anf AJ...by the time it was time to leave...Sunday i went to church and went to sleep for hours till the very next day...Monday i skipped school cuz i had and oppointment with Dr. Floreza (if that's how u spell his name...how would u kno--funni me)...yesterday i finally got to see Melissa my therapist for the last time...sniff...sniff i didn't even get the chance to invite her to my birtday party on August...ohh wait a minute i have her number so i guess i'll call her...my time is almost up so gotta wrap this up...i hope everyone is doing fine with their lives...cuz i am...payce
"...each passing day a vivid memory lives within me..."
I don kno wat lead me to you, don kno why. it's so ironic, how we meet one day, became friends, and till this very day we are still special friends. But i don kno why i'm not satisfied with wat i have--having u by my side. My heart wants you--you to love. i try to deny these feelings before its hard to control with my mortal strength, but i've learned that you cannot tell your heart what to do. Everyday and each passing day, i wish to see your lovely face that remains a part of a memory when i see you in my dreams. I have felt this way before so many times and sometimes i don't know whats real and what is delusional. It's just that whenever i get the opportunity to talk to you, your voice lifts me up. You'd always kno my problems, you would always kno me and who im inside that i sometimes would forget but you were always there to remind me and remind me of how special i am to have you as a friend. I guess some words are just too hard to say, when i kno that it might lose what we have, but i will wait patiently for that that day and hope that you're also waiting too and hope you would also...love...me...too. -LoVeLyJoY aka eLjAy
- i knew i loved youMaybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant and there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe
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I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason only this sense of completion and in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe
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A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I found you
Dear Lovely,
What is up? well sorry if I haven't established contact with you cuz it's been hectic and busy with my graduation and all that other crap...well thanks for the e-mail...it's kinda sad that I don't have friends...j/k lol..well so how's you hopes you are fine and happy...so how's dj and your situation hope you guys found closure or have agreed on something...well as for me... me and Melissa have made up so we are cool now and I guess friends again...so what high school are you going to next year...tell me so I could visit you ok...I'm almost leaving for the Navy so my time is counting down so I'm trying to enjoy my civilian life before i turn into military life...so can't pretty much say anything but good luck and don't kill yourself with school work ok...take it easy cuz your smart anyways so well i'm signing off now so later... oh yeah give me your address so I could write to you when I'm on bootcamp so i'm not lonely...adn feeling homesick all the time ok
Much love, Luisito
Hey what's up....wala lang dito.....I just got back....well it was on the 23rd of december....I've been e-mailing you....and trying to call you....please get back to me....I miss you and we need to talk about a lot of stuff.....
--shortcircuit
Hey its so glad to hear from you.....it only took you three days to answer....saan ka na ba I called your house pero disconnected na daw...so I e-mailed you instead....do you go to indy...well tawagan mo ako sa bahay 259-8756 o sa cell ko 667-3065 ok
--shortcircuit
From: Luisito Rivera
To: Lovelyjoy Tan
Subject: Hey you I miss you so much...
Return-Path: topherican@yahoo.com
X-OriginalArrivalTime: 16 Jun 2003 02:10:35.0684 (UTC) FILETIME=[792C3E40:01C333AC]
Dear Lovely,
What is up? well sorry if I haven't established contact with you cuz it's been hectic and busy with my graduation and all that other crap...well thanks for the e-mail...it's kinda sad that I don't have friends...j/k lol..well so how's you hopes you are fine and happy...so how's dj and your situation hope you guys found closure or have agreed on something...well as for me... me and Melissa have made up so we are cool now and I guess friends again...so what high school are you going to next year...tell me so I could visit you ok...I'm almost leaving for the Navy so my time is counting down so I'm trying to enjoy my civilian life before i turn into military life...so can't pretty much say anything but good luck and don't kill yourself with school work ok...take it easy cuz your smart anyways so well i'm signing off now so later... oh yeah give me your address so I could write to you when I'm on bootcamp so i'm not lonely...adn feeling homesick all the time ok
Much love, Luisito
Hi there Luisito,
Nothing much is going on for now, besides the fact that it's our/my summer vacation. i might take summer school for 1 sem. cuz u know how flip parents have high expectations and ya i got a C+ in math last sem. so i have to do sumthing to bring that grade up to a B- at least. but ya i can do it cuz sumone believes in me. thanks :) . well i'm glad that u and Melissa r finally hmm...how should i say this kiss n made up hahahaha j/k. that's a good accomplishment cuz i was getting worried cuz if i were u i hate to be in a situation where i know someone has a grudge on me. by the way if u wanna know, Kenneth and I are cool now i guess. we don't really say hi to each other, but this one day we were both playing bball n we ended up teasing each other. before that guy won't even say one zip about me, but hey as time pass by everything has there problems solved like yours...so u said ur going to booth camp??? r u for reals!!! dang i hate to be in ur shoes. i guess watever makes u happy j/k. speaking about wat high school i'm going to, im prolly going to Independence cuz i already got transfered so ya. i'm still having doubts about it. hopefully it ain't that bad at all and hopefully i won't change. DJ and i r i guess u can say having this 'mutual understanding' thing going on cuz he admitted he's not ready yet but he still have feelings for me (i think) that's wat he said on that e-mail i showed u right. we chat online sometimes but i hate it when he says he'll brb and takes too long cuz i have no one else to chat with besides those crazy ppl with webcams (ya u know wat i'm talking about) they're all hecka nastie. but ya i don't really chat with those ppl unless i'm really bored and have nothing better else to do, i mess around with them hahaha. well ya that's all i gotta say for now. just wish me good luck in the new school that i'm going to with u know who DJ. i hope i don't really stress that much whether he's there or not. i know this is gonna b a challenge for me but hopefully i get through it. ya i just hope so. Luisito take good care of urself n when u feel like sending me a letter here's my address...
30 North Jackson Ave. #2
San Jose, Ca. 95116
so ya whenever ur feeling lonely k.i.t. n hopefully when u visit me i c u there cuz it's a big school u know. i miss talking to u cuz ur the only guy i ever trusted about my stuff n now that ur leaving me sniff...sniff...i hope you'll still remember me.
Much love,
Lovelyjoy
Aznsmokey4life [2:58 PM]: huh?
Aznsmokey4life [3:16 PM]: still there...
Aznsmokey4life [3:17 PM]: imma go now cuz i gotta dL music at mah cuzins comp...
shortcircuit329 [3:17 PM]: Umm yeah....=-O
Aznsmokey4life [3:17 PM]: u take care now aite
Aznsmokey4life [3:17 PM]: n good luck wid ur peeps
Aznsmokey4life [3:17 PM]: ;-)
shortcircuit329 [3:18 PM]: Sowee.
shortcircuit329 [3:18 PM]: Ttyl sometime
Aznsmokey4life [3:18 PM]: shure
Aznsmokey4life [3:18 PM]: when mah uncles r off my neck
shortcircuit329 [3:18 PM]: Hahaha...kool
Aznsmokey4life [3:19 PM]: bye
Aznsmokey4life [3:19 PM]: muaaahhh
Aznsmokey4life [3:19 PM]: hehehe
shortcircuit329 [3:19 PM]: Lata
shortcircuit329 [3:20 PM]: Hugz&Kizzess
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My wish for you...
Today...I wish you a day of ordinary miracles-
A fresh pot of coffee you didn't have to make yourself.
An unexpected phone call from an old friend.
Green stoplights on your way to work or shop.
I wish you a day of little things to rejoice in...
The fastest line at the grocery store.
A good sing along song on the radio.
Your keys right where you look.
I wish you a day of happiness and perfection - little bite-size pieces of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the Lord is smiling on you, holding you so gently because you are someone special and rare.
I wish You a day of Peace, Happiness and Joy.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to
appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an
entire lifetime to forget them.
Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget and remember to send it also to the person who sent it to you. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them.
If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in too much of a hurry and that you've probably forgotten your friends.
Take the time!
A Matchless Giver
Psalm 84:11
The Precious Posseession
Proverbs 3:15
The Greatest Discovery
Jeremiah 29:13
The Spiritual Famine
Amos 8:11
A Call To Duty
Haggai 2:4
The Great Commission
Mark 16:15
The True Means of Success
Zechariah 4:6
Divine Protection
Exodus 14;14
Victory
Philippians 4:13
The Prayer For Wisdom
I Kings 3:9
A True Labor Union
Nehemiah 4:17
The Matchless Giver
Psalm 84:11
The Road To Divine Blessing
Hosea 6:3
The Minister\'s Joy
3 John 4
The Cost of Redemption
2 Peter 1:18-19
The Redeemers\' Purpose
Titus 2:14
The Great Commission
Mark 16:15
